I have been feeling bad because one of the VISTA Volunteers that worked in my office a few years ago, took her own life. She was a talented violinist, mother of 2 little girls and a great husband. She and her family lived in Salt Lake City and I haven't seen her for a long time. I didn't know that she was ill with a mental illness. She was in the hospital under the suicide watch. It hurts to think things were so bad for her that she would leave her little girls. I sure did love her and she was a women of many talents, intelligence and kindness. I admired her so much and I will miss her so much.