Kathryn found one I have not posted.
Happy New Year. I have a feeling this is going to be a great year.

I finished reading Macbeth today. I'm gald that my book club choses different types of books and can't wait to hear what everyone thought.

We had a great fast and testimony meeting. I gave my last Family History Lesson in Sunday School and was given a "Shining Star" recognition at Relief Society which was very nice but now I will have to do a lot more to full the glory gap. I feel like when I get recognition pulblicity it takes away my blessings in Heaven.

I had a hard Christmas this year and lost sight of the true meaning. I was ill with a bad congestion in my lungs. My dear sweet neices, who I love and worry about, made a mistake and got in a lot of trouble and ended up in the pokey. To make matters worse my old green eyed moster got control of me and I felt like I was being left out and my ablilites were being demished.

Bill Painter came to Cedar City and took Kathryn and I to lunch. As much was I think I am over all the sorrow and hurt, I'm not really. I was glad to see him looking so good and healthier than he had for a long time. He wasn't any different in actions he was just the same old Bill. I want so much for him to turn to the Lord whos arms for streached out waiting for his return.

He did recognize the children with a Christmas Card and some money which was very nice and much appreiacated.

The weather has been cold, very cold. The first snow is still on the ground and frozen hard. I have been ill with a congestion and had gone to the doctor the Monday before Christmas. Dr. Potter told me everyone has to died of something. He gave me a precription, I went to have it filled and took it faithfully. I was still very ill couching so hard everytime I layed down. I didn't sleep well. When I got home I had a call on my answering machine for Smith Drug Department.

It was Sunday so I didn't want to call. When I was putting away my things I notices that my perpristion said it was for Jan Thronton. I did call them then and they didn't know what to do so they called me back and told me that the good news was that they meds I had been taking was for a acid stomach and wouldn't hurt me. Theyneeded me to bring it back them right then and they would give me mine, which Jan had brought back when she recognized the the pill wasn't the right size or shape. I have been feeling better now I am taking the right meds.

This was fast Sunday so I fasted for my special friend Dennis Pollman who is having so much trouble with his health. It's serious and he was having surgery this week. I really worry about him and hope he is doing so much better.

I have had a prayer and concern answered which gives me comfort, peace and a wonderful feeling of joy. I have been worried about my SUN Center leaders, I haven't really bonded with them. I have been needing some thing special. I read President Uchtdorf conference talk and have been doing a lot of soul serching. "Becauselve is the great comandment, it ougt to be a the center of all and eveything "I" do in my family, in my church